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Obsession
My
life was finally not to waste but had a purpose next to shareing it
with a man who held me captured every minute I was with him. Sharing
several years of life with him.
Don't get me wrong, we had our ups and downs like you will find it in
nearly every bond. But he always made me forget to look back, to look
ahead, to become stronger and to fight or stand up for what you want.
Over his mental strength I one night, wished I was not undead but a
normal human being who is able to bear children. My wish for that became
so strong that it almost turned into an obsession, hoping to find a
way even if magically tampered, to become one more time in my life mortal
even if I tempted fate. I wanted children of this man so badly that
I was ready to risk my life.
All the warnings forgotten about what I was and what it could or might
do to me. Laying my full trust once again into my beloved's knowledge,
for he was so much wiser then me. Over him and combined magic from
sevreal old and strong Mages, I tried my luck. How could I be daring
and tempting brother fate? Should I not be contempt and happy with
what I already had?
Well,
of course things did not work, everything was ok with him, but you just
cant make a dead body come back to life after beeing dead for so long.
Even the mages could not help without making me at the same time as
old as I truely was, which would have killed me and even the tries of
the Mages to somehow make it possible, actually made me sick.
Well,
to make things shorter, we went one night into my/our Keep to try to
take care of the usual business when sickness overcame me. My Husband
must have noticed the change in my behavior and came towards me, my
eyes must have pleaded for help, my tongue too heavy to talk, I saw
him all of the sudden rushing forward and then nothing. Everything turned
black. I did not even feel myself falling towards the floor and when
I awoke I found myself surounded by those who cared for me and was told
that I once again almost lost the battle with life. That I have been
for some time in Torpor due to the damage done of tempting the impossible.
You
can imagine that I had to swear to not EVER ask for this again. Though
the obsession to hold a child, to call it my own was far from stilled.
So, what were the options left to me to get my wish? Steal an infant
or two?
well....that is exactly what I did. No one saw me, and those who did,
forgot about me rather quickly, bringing home two infants; twins...
Of course I had to come up with something, though seeing how my prestige and status rose more and more, no one
really questioned it.
And those who did actually ask, well... I had to lie to. But what is a
lie to someone like me.
Do not mind that I will not mention the names of my children here,
though out of security reasons its best that way...
 
 
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