Going to Green Bay, Wisconsin tomorrow for a few days with my girls, visiting another stepsister next to picking my mom up who has been vacationing there.  Watch it, once there, I dont want to come home again. lol Just another place to fall in love with for me.
My Girls are on summer break and of course love to go anywhere right now just to get away from things.  Specially since I think it finally sunk into their heads that they won't EVER see there real Dad again. As most know he is a deadbeat dad who thinks that gambeling is the way to go.
Well I have not talked about it here all this time but I think I need to just to get rid of some things that have been going through my mind over and over.
Mostly its disbelieve that the man of my kids who I am sepperated from for a while now, who swore up and down even on the bible that he would not do to his kids what his dad did with him, which is...littely abandoning them, is doing exactly that. 
He failes to pay childsupport while conning god and the world out of money just to gambel it away. Which also got him fired from the good job he had (High managing possition for TMC Trucking In Idaho). Due to what he did to them (grand theft) he now has a 25,000 $ Felony warrant of arrest out for him. He is doing great, isn't he? He sure is a dad my kids can be proud of, NOT!
But to top if off he conned his own mother out of 16,000 $ right after, before the cops could get to him, telling them he would pay my kids 5,000 $ of that for childsupport, which of course they never got to see and neither did I. But he was great to send money to his fucking girlfriend who I guess prior to the grand theft charges must have bailed his sorry ass out of jail before.
His Parents found out over his girlfriend and the cops who they talked to, that all he told them was a lie and that afterall I was right when I accused him of gambeling and other things all these years prior, which includes that he also has another child out there, which he did not take responsibility for after cheating.  Im just waiting for that child to one day stand infront of my door asking for him, cause unlike his believe that closed doors stay closed, they wont until the issue is taken care of.
This man lives on lies, he opens his mouth and its a lie, he did not even stop before his kids. One empty promise after another. The last they heared of him was around x-mas 2005 and since then, nothing. He did not even remembered his oldest girls Birthday. But she sure remembers that he did not even call. I think she is starting to hate him and I did not even have had a hand in that.  I have always tried to make excuses for him, so they would not think bad about him as they are afterall his kids, but Im at the end of my latin as my kids are not blind.
I finally prepared them with the thought that they will probably never hear from him nor see him again as he is to much of a coward to stand up for the things he has done and pay the price.
Hell now he is on the run from the Law and all I can think of is what a lying jerk he is and how I possibly could have ever fallen for that man next to have been with him for 12 years. 12 years of living hell and now if the law finds him, he is going to be gone for quite some time anyway.
I wish sometimes he would just drop dead, it sure would be better for his kids.
Anyway, enough of the ranting, Im sure I can go on and on about what he has done or failed to do, but whats the point. The main part of airing out my anger and disappointment is done, maybe I start to feel better now.
Hope to have fun on the short trip with my kids

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