so far down and you can't get back on your knees....
just close your eyes, take a break from reality and
fly away to your imaginary world
where everything you want and need is there and is
under your control.
That is, your DreamLand, your imaginary haven.
Put reality aside...
I want to disappear
Fly away from here
I want to go away
Search for a brighter day
To a place without a name
A place which hasn't been claimed
But I don't want to say goodbye
Afraid I might break down and cry
I want to run away
Too weak to face the day
It hurts so much inside
All these feelings that I try to hide
I want to disappear
Soon you won't find me here
I'm sorry that I lied
But I can't tell you why I cried
This burden shall not be passed to you
There's nothing that I would do to hurt you
I'm not the person I was
I wish I could find a way to stay
But something from the inside's making me run away
I'm trying to keep myself sane
But I can't seem to heal my heart from this pain
This life has lost its meaning
Lost in words not worth understanding
I shall disappear where I'll see the sun rise
And feel the tears in my eyes
One day, on a brighter day
A place where I don't have to run away
I'll go on in search of this place
Mark my words cause this'll be the last time you'll see this face
I'm sory but I can't stay here
I'll just have to disappear...
cause
it'll only follow you wherever you go,
no matter how fast you run.
Face it.
Overcome it."
Love helps you survive."
Like a bird I once used to soar
But then someone threw harsh words & broke my wings
I lay down low hopelessly wondering what's life worth living for
What I saw & what I heard lingers & stings
Like a bird I once felt so free
But now the poison of your words stays trapped inside of me
I dare not touch the wounds that you made
You have no idea how deep you cut me with the things that you said
The poison kills me slowly as my limbs start to feel so frail
No longer does the wind whisper to me as the air is so stale
Rain pours down on me but there's no shelter to go
Let the rain trickle down my skin which are as cold as winter's snow
RepeatedlyI've tried to erase your face - stuck in my head
But it lingers & it haunts me making me wish I was dead
Inside out I am now broken
Tracing back our steps to find out how could this happen
Like a bird I guess I probably flew too high
Maybe I'm meant to keep my feet on the ground and not touch the sky
My view of the world was once so wide is now only focused on you
I bit my lip in anger thinking of the that things you used to do
Beautiful words I used to treasure hides lies which now could only be seen
I choke on them now hating myself for being the fool I've been
My life's not over but I fell too hard on the ground
The darkness swallows me and I can't hear a sound
Embarassed - I've been stripped, just let me be
I'm naked and I don't want the world to see
Broken - I'm not numb but my heart's fragile
Broken - my wings were lies all the while.
