INHUMAN
 
 
 
I'm afraid
 
 
Afraid I have
 
 
No emotions
 
 
At a ll
 
 
I feel
 
 
So
 
 
Drained
 
 
 
 
No one knows this
 
 
I smile
 
 
I laugh
 
 
I chatter happily
 
 
But it's not me
 
 
On the inside
 
 
I feel
 
 
Nothing
 
 
I laugh at a joke
 
 
I'm not even listening to
 
 
While I try
 
 
To find something
 
 
Within myself
 
 
That is human
 
 
I have truly become
 
 
 
Nothing
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Within this void
 
What used to be
 
My soul
 
Emptiness
 
Is like
 
A coarse blanket
 
 
 
Of
 
Pain
 
 
 
No light
 
Pentrates
 
These
 
Murky depths
 
 
 
Without a
 
Soul
 
 
 
What am I?
 
 
 
 
I am living
 
But I am
 
Not
 
Alive
 
 
 
 
 
I
 
Can
 
Not
 
Live
 
 
In this
 
World
 
 
 
I have made
 
 
 
It
 
was
 
the
 
last
 
straw
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Time passes
 
The wounds heal
 
On the outside
 
Beneath the surface
 
I rot
 
 
 
And I bleed
 
 
 
Bleed agony
 
All over these pages
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
The sun did not shine
 
Today
 
I watched the news
 
To see the dead
 
Road carnage
 
How
 
Sad
 
 
 
The sun did not shine
 
Today
 
Relentlessly
 
The rain poured down
 
And everything
 
Was
 
Grey
 
 
 
And my attempts
 
To write
 
Of something
 
Other
 
Than
 
HIM
 
Are impossibly
 
Pathetic
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I am afraid
 
Of myself
 
I am afraid
 
Of what I have become
 
I am so bitter
 
Uncaring
 
incompassionate
 
 
 
 
I feel myself slipping
 
Away
 
From
 
Life
 
From everything
 
And I'm helpless to stop
 
The destruction of
 
Myself
 
 
 
 
Sometimes I have
 
An urge
 
To tell my friends
 
To
 
Go
 
To
 
Hell
 
 
 
 
 
Just to see
 
If they do
 
Just to see
 
If I care
 
Enough
 
To
 
Stop
 
Them
 
 
 
 
And I am afraid
 
Because I don't think I would
 
 
 
And so
 
 I'm afraid 
 
of
 
Myself
 
 
 
 
Sometimes
 
 
 
 
 
 
But eventually, you've got to pick up the peices 
 
 
 
 
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