| SELF i found out that the nodule was BENIGN. i was relieved! i wasn't expecting biopsy results so soon, so when i received the message i thought that the diagnosis would be a malignancy. my throat is still really scratchy in the mornings and sometimes i feel discomfort and brief pain. i want this operation...hopefully during the winter break i will have it. INTIMACY jay and i haven't really spoken. he called but didn't leave a message on sunday. i think he called yesterday. well, i am not sure if he cares about ME - spending time with me, getting to know me, etc.. i did call him on tuesday...i left a message about the job situation. i've said this before, but i think i will ignore him for a while. everytime i do this, he seems to pop up again. then it's like he's dying to be with me. whatever. FAMILY my mom has been so cool. i've been calling her like two or three times daily for the past few days. she has supported me through all of this drama about my health worries, natalie, and the job hunt. i think my mom is the only real person out there i can count on one hundred percent. i should support her more...she has this education plan for the near future. she wants to finsh her ba. i've BEEN telling her that she should go back to college! i am glad that she is looking forward to this. WORK so much has happened. yesterday was complete drama at work. first, i will back up... For the complete drama at work, click here. |
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