SELF i am almost over my cold. i can't wait to get the operation. i look like a fucking freak. INTIMACY we talked on monday. he said something about needing help for an english class. FAMILY wallace showed me this really old photo (from 1953) of my grandma, my mom, junior, baby ray, and aunt frances. i looked at it for a long time. my mom had this smart assed expression on her face. it didn't really look like her, besides that. my grandma was beautiful. she looked alot like aunt frances as an adult. i mean wow - she was really quite striking. my mom said, "wasn't mama beautiful?" she sounded like a kid. it was a good moment. wallace is the same. he is so nice! and still funny...he has a great sense of humor. i love his laugh. WORK it is AOK. i am not exactly on the ball, but i am getting there. i am catching up. the previous teacher left the kids in a state, discipline wise, but they are a fun bunch. that fat bitch natalie finally sent my check...two weeks later. dumb whore. COMMUNITY school is ok, i think. the midterm for linguistics was on wednesday. i think i got a "b"...maybe 82%. if i have anything lower than that, then i am in trouble. i am pretty sure i will get an "a" int he other two classes. gotta keep that gpa up. SPIRITUALITY i still walk through cloud and shadow. man, i'm sleepy. |
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