i'm a 29yo very submissive girl. i'm 5'9", 150lbs, slim, slender, smooth and submissive (oops, i already said that...but it's true). i'm bi-sexual and love men, women, and other tgirls. It's not easy being a girl like me without someone to encourage and guide me. It would be so wonderful to find a Mistress or Master i could learn from. i absolutely love being at the mercy of someone Dominant and having them control my body, my mind, and...me.
i've been dressing most of my life off and on, but got serious about it a few years ago. i still remember my first time, though, when i was about 5. i was staying with some friends of my parents who had two girls around my age. We all went swimming and since i didn't have my bathing suit with me they just told me to swim in my underwear. When we were all done, since my boy underwear was wet, i was given a pair of one of their daughter's panties to wear until my mother picked me up. i continued to wear them from time to time after that until i eventually outgrew them. i don't remember if i just didn't know any better, or i just really liked wearing them. i definitely knew they were girls underwear, but i think i just liked the way they felt...haha, i still do!
i was also kinda feminine growing up. i didn't think i was, but apparently everyone else could see it. i wasn't into sports. i was skinny. i guess my mannerisms were kinda girly at times, too. i even remember a couple of times when someone would mistake me as a girl even as late as high-school. It's funny looking back at it all now, because i thought i was like everyone else.
After high-school, i started experimenting i guess. i was never attracted to guys, and definitely considered myself straight (ha! not anymore), but for whatever reason i eventually started sending hot e-mails, chatting, and having phone-sex with them. It was around that time that i started dressing, and taking pictures so people could see me. i definitely liked to show off my body, and i guess i liked their attention.
It wasn't long before i was buying different outfits, makeup, and learning how to keep my body smooth and appealing. i started playing on my web cam, taking more pictures, and chatting a lot! It eventually caught the attention of a Domme, who saw potential in me. She felt the best way for me to learn to be a better girl was to work a phone-sex line for her. She created a web page for me and would log me into the line throughout the week. The phone would ring and i would basically get on cam and talk to the men who called in. i'd show them my body, play with my dildo, and do anything they told me. i took a lot of calls, talked to plenty of men, and must've earned a bunch of money for Mistress (none of the money went to me). She was definitely right about being more of a girl, though. i had never done anything sexually with a man in real life before that, but it wasn't long afterwards that i started sucking cocks for real and more.
Now i love dressing up in super tight and short outfits, showing off my body, and learning to be a better girl. i get better all the time, but definitely do not get to practice nearly as much as i'd like to. i would absolutely love to find someone to play with and help change that.
"Yes", i am definitely a real (and believe it or not *mostly* regular) person, and all of this is totally true. If you want to know anything else just IM or e-mail me. xoxoxoxox