"plastic smiles"

fake smiles penetrate
  the open wound in the center of my chest
  making me cringe in pain
  tears getting lost in the rain
I mimic them blankly
When it's deemed necessary
  to social advancement
  or to hush the "you're depressed" comments
It's easier to play stupid
You'll like me better that way
Luckily, I can care less about that
I tear off my plastic smile and walk away
You can laugh as I disintegrate from the social world
Cos from afar, you're all just a blur

A smile to lighten my heart
One I can believe in every time I see it
You penetrate through the other side
 and I let you in quietly
Plastic smiles kill me
Yours makes me feel alive

   -january 13, 2005





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