"Wonder"

The quiet stream inside me
roars like a volcano in you
You don't understand
 and I don't want to bother
  wondering what if you were another
Don't play me for a puppet
watching the orchids grow
I never said that I don't wonder
though I won't go where you go
The quietness about me
makes them think that I don't care
I love to draw the curtains
I love to play as unaware
Keep quiet and I'll hold you
it's not your nature, but I'm a fool
Cos I place love as a feeling
 atop the highest ceiling
Not a concept, left to wonder
I don't think I love you
I know I do
     -march, 29, 2002