"Pigeon Song"

Hold me closer baby
I've wasted half a life
  in wonderland
Cheating my heart
I acted out the modern drama
Sold my soul to a fake devil
And pitched my infamous plans
to a lying wanderer
Now he's the millionaire,
 I'm just the fool
  who's stuck by the rules
Crazy thoughts, disconnected phones
I can't contact those 
 who used to love me
 now they're above me
And I'm still looking at the ground
confused by the concrete stars
I wish to be where you are
I sit down on a quiet corner
and relate to the pigeon's song
           -april 12, 2002