"Uncertain Yearning"

 With my head against the wall 
 And my teardrops on the floor 
 I try to figure out my life 
 While my head's clouded with thoughts 
 I know you're much more than I thought 
 I really want you in my life 
 But I don't know if you want me back 
 Can you please fill the holes where my heart lacks? 

 With my heart begging for more 
 And my body on the floor 
 There is no way to stop the tears 
 While I sit and think of you 
 I wait for any kind of clue 
 So I can end these useless tears 
 I just want to hold you close to me 
 I just want to make you as happy as can be 

 With my eyes all full of tears 
 I try to cope with lonely fears 
 That scare me more than you can see 
 While I try to speak my mind 
 And hope to someday make you mine 
 I'm scared you'll never really see 
 That I need someone like you to be mine 
 That I need your help to keep my heart alive 

 With your face now in my dreams 
 My heart is bursting at the seams 
 Is there a way for me to say 
 While you're just a step away 
 It's hard to see you everyday 
 Please let me tell you what I have to say 
 I want you so bad that it's starting to hurt 
 Is there a way that we can ever make this work? 

 Now with my sadness in the room 
 And my heart holding the broom 
 I try to sweep away the tears 
 While you stop to see me weep 
 I wish you'd want to help me sweep 
 So we can banish all these tears 
 I've waited so long for you to be with me 
 And now that you're so close, I know that this can be