"Healing Hearts"

How can I deal with this pain?
How can I put an end to their game?
How can I stop praying for my end?
How long do I have to wait for my heart to mend?

What do you do when someone wishes you were never born?
What do you do when you feel so torn?
What do you do when your falling apart?
How do you save a dying heart?

How can I clear the clouds away from the sun?
After all that was said and done.
How can I dry the tears from my eyes?
After hearing the sound of my cries.
How long do I have to pray?
And how long do I have to pay.
And when can I start saving a dying heart?

All around me I see darkness and dispair.
Im all alone, no one is really here.
My head hurts my heart cant take anymore.
In my prision I have slammed all the doors.
So I can drown myself in my subconcious mind.
And in my own little heaven maybe I will find,
A way to be normal and existant;
To be happy, alive, and persistant;
To get the freedom I deserve and need;
To not be known as the bad seed.

I am not an object I am a living thing.
I can dance, make friends, and sing.
And this world I shall not part
And I may come to a point I might not understand,
So Im asking all of my friends to lend me a hand;
And help me put this dying heart back together again.