I woke up in the middle of last night

and I gazed upon your precious face

my body was flooded with thoughts

emotions swarmed my existence

I realized how comfortable I am

in your presence, curled up beside you

gazing into your eyes, feeling you next to me

the thought of you not being there hurts

tears form in my eyes

my heart aches

I reach out and touch you, gently

feel the electricity surge through me

I realize that I can’t hide these feelings

I realize I don’t want to run anymore

I realize that my world feels complete

when you are near me

and when you are away

I think of you constantly

I long to be next to you

from the moment you entered my life

I knew that things would be different

never would I have dreamed

that things would change so much

so quickly, so painlessly

never would I have imagined

that I would want someone

so much, so often

to be a part of me

my life

my existence

 

4/2/02