since first you entered my life

my mind has become a whirlwind

of thoughts and emotions

of wants and desires

I had no longer saught love

my mind was settled

no more affection, no needs

no more attachments, no hurt

 

without love and attachments

I felt safe and secure

but since you’ve entered my life

I question all of my decisions

I find myself wanting to know everything

about you and your existence

who you are, where you’ve been

what you want, what you need

 

I’ve almost forgotten

what it was I was hiding from

 

8/23/01