eyes clouded with tears

heart jaded by pain

mind aching from confusion

body spinning outta control

everytime I get close

something pulls me back

destined, if you please

to never feel complete

to never feel love

to never be happy

and in my mind

I wonder why

why can’t I break these chains?

why can’t I unleash these emotions?

why can’t I wander out of my darkness?

and what.. if anything

will ever really

make me feel

complete

or am I destined

to live a life

of solitude confinement

all on my own

completely…. alone