frustration and aggrivation

spin around and around

delving deep into my mind

twisting and turning

swerving through my soul

i try to hold on, stay strong

minute by minute

second by second

my determination diminishes

my strength slips away

like darkness consuming light

i feel reality fading

just moments away from sinking

into a black hole

i’m not so sure I can climb out of

tears run down dry cheeks

crimson consumes paleness

fighting, trying, crying

gripping, slipping, falling

going, going… gone

 

2/18/03