/// *Pout* Three more days til Friday...*sigh* /// Time 3:58 p.m. @ Date August 31st, 2004 Listening: Nada Later- Hey all, again. Took me awhile...damn spy wear crap that doesn't like my system. Oh well. Hm...lets see...my past life experience from a few days before... Thunder and lightening raged across the skies. I can feel the tension in the air as soon as I step into the doorway. The room is dark except for the faint candle glow and the lightening flashing through the windows. I was in what appeared to be an old type of ceder or log cabin; sparce furniture here and there. I saw myself, leaning over a table that a large book rested upon. She placed some dust upon it; just as it disappeared from view to a time and place unknown, the tension in the air grows more and the door slams open, immiting a female...my sister. "Alex! We need to go, now! They're here!" Holly, my best friend in the present, is standing there, cloak fastened around her neck, and her hair in disarey. I (Alex) turn around and nods, grabbing her own cloak and fastening it around her neck. "Coming, Court. Are the horses ready?" Running throughout the house, I follow them out the backdoor and to the woods where two horses are tied to the trees. Both take one and head off, riding deep into the forest. Soon they reach the heart of it and come to a house, they step down from there horses and run into the house. They sit in front of the fire thats roaring and pull out two knives. "We're finally free, Court." I say... "I know, Alex. We'll meet up in the future, alright?" I nod and at this point in time, I don't understand what's going on. But, at that moment they both cut into their arms or wrists and put them together, chanting something or another; the only thing I can make out is leaving their time and meeting again in another. The last thing i heard was a whisper saying that the book was in some shop or place in New York City. I don't move, shocked at how they could just do something like that, when all of a sudden I'm standing in what seems to be a speakeasy (a place where they sold illegal alcohol in the 20's). My name, oddly enough was Piper...as when someone came up to me, that's what they called me by. She turns around and see's who none other than Holly or heh...Jordan. They recognized each other and disappeared into a backroom. I then come out if it, shocked. Needless to say, me and Holly were a little creeped out but yet intrigued all the same...so she's trying this pastlife thing, and once she does..if it has anything to do with this one, i'll see if I can post it, but so far she's been having troubles concentrating, as well as the fact that Hurricane Frances is heading straight their way, by Saturday...*crosses fingers* hopefully by then, it'll either weaken or move away from their path. One can only hope...well i'm off. Later, Hosh. Been a long while since I last posted, I know. Been busy getting a few new sections up onto this site and getting other jobs taken care of, including helping other friends build their sites or see just how much work is taken into building a site, ect. You know who you people are *grins*. I also taught Holly how to code the RP, so we both will now be editing and coding that, so we can get up sooner. Let's see...the first session of Enchanted; The Beginning of it All, is now up and ready for your viewing, including the setting, character discriptions and an intro by Holly and yours truelly *grin*. Unfortunatly, my dreams haven't been all that extra special that will allow me to actually remember parts of it, all I do know is that I've had them and they've either disappeared from my memory or just way back there, waiting for me to dig into the depths of my mind. Who knows? Ah well, such is life. I am currently at my brothers house and my mum will be coming soon, so I might as well sign off for now, but i'm sure once I get home and if my computer isn't being retarded, I'll post again. Till then, I'm out- Hosh /// Friday, w00t! /// Time 2:00 p.m. @ Date August 27th, 2004 Listening: Smooth Criminal- Alien Ant Farm Hey, everyone. Been busy lately, so haven't updated much. The "Meet the Muses" page is officially done, so check it out, if you haven't already, you'll be in for a piece of amusement. Hoshiaki's biography has been started, but not by much, so when I have enough to update with, I will. I've decided it won't be under the Humor section as originally planned, but under her own page, as her story has become somewhat of a serious note, with some humor here and there. So that's the updates on that. The other pages that i've been thinking of adding to the humor page will hopefully be up soon. My titan time teacher (which is our version of Seminar...they believe we need a "special" name for it) is one of those really stict to the rules kind of teachers, so I don't know if i'll be able to go into the computer lab during 4th period as I've done in the past, but we'll see. If so, then you'll see more...if not, then i'll probably be going into Mrs. Owens and depending on the "asians" and the different computer people, since they all like to play Counter Strike and other games like that...it just depends if i'll be able to get on the computer...maybe I can persuade one of them to give it up for a time so I can work on it, *roll eyes* very doubtful, but you never know. Enough on that subject though, my dreams as of late have been nonexistant. I didn't have one til last night, probably all because of; a: been too tired to dream or b: not enough time to start dreaming (Ie: I went to sleep one night around 2 or 3...and woke up at 6). I did dream of something last night, for the life of me at the moment, I can't remember what it was about, so I'm hopeing later on it'll come to me. I did however, visit another of my pastlifes. So without further adu, which isn't spelt right but so sue me, here it is; then i'll rant and rave at the end... I was sitting in a darkened library of some sort, once more, reading; and my "father" comes in, starting to pace in front of the fire. Muttering and lecturing me about how I shouldn't have done this and that. My name in that time was Isabella apparantly cause he kept calling me such. Then the doors open, revealing a tall man, with dark hair. Not sure exactly what his name was, by I sensed that he was my, believe it or not, ex-boyfriend. He was unfortunately my cousin in that time, and I was bethrothed to him! He was rather cocky about the whole thing and I had to get out of there, rather my pastself was also disgusted and asked to be excused. I appear into her room, where she's just entering and another man is standing there. Once again, I don't know his name in this time period, but I do sense who he was, the guy that I had an Internet relationship with, Mat. Yea, odd. I know...I had to then get out of there...but not before hearing plans about them running away together. So that was it of that experience, *grumbles* still don't like that my ex's were both part of that life...ugh. Oh well, nothing I can do over it. I think I might be going back into that one later tonight, see what happens, as I have a feeling something does happen, and I guess I just want to know. Well I'm off for now, try to update more, when I have more experiences and dreams. I'm out, until later; Peace, Hosh /// Something a little new for Tuesday /// Time 7:00 p.m. @ Date August 24th, 2004 Listening: Wait and Bleed- Slipknot Hey, all. Well today was the first day of my Senior year in Highschool, what a joy *sarcasm*. *sigh* Not ready to grow up, but comes a time in everyones life I figure, well..hmm...excluding a few people, mind you. If you want the full picture go to my blog on upsaid. Anyway, I don't quite remember my dream before I woke up at 6 in the morning, after having fallen asleep around 3 a.m. Instead, I have something a little (or a whole lot, depending on your view) different to talk about tonight; a scene of one of my past lives. That's right, you read correctly, a scene of my past life; or at least what I believe is a past life of mine. Okay, granted there are a couple of scenes, but you get the general gist of it. So here it goes; I wrote this last night just after coming out from a meditative state... I've just had my first past life experience. At first, I didn't believe it would work, but now? I do believe it has. I wonder if it is normal for one to have two floors or at least 1 1/2 floors full of doors that lead to different past lives and if not, then i'm throughly convinced I'm not normal. I first walked into a bedroom of somesort, watching myself conjure her first (believe it or not), what appeared to be a flame or fireball of some sort. she was clearly surprised and shocked that it had worked, thus leading it to disappear from lack of concentration. Then next thing I know, someone is coming to get her for dinner, and I close that door. The second door that I walked into was a lush and scenic Ireland. I see myself reading something, leaning against a tree; then as I've always wish would happen to me, someones hands cover hers. She guesses correctly apparantly with a small smile on her face. She looks up to meet a tall male figure with sandy blonde, short, spikey hair (Kind of like on Cruel Intentions). His name appeared to also be Sabastian, but Sabastian Follsworth, I think it was. He then called me, Lily. I don't get a real good look at his face, all I do know is that he's rather handsome. They go on talking about how at a local theater, it had mysteriously started on fire as they were visiting and burnt down to the ground. He kept trying to persuade her, that none of it was my fault. Een though I knew (she knew) that she could have stopped it, secretly holding yet another flame or fireball behind her back, then making it disappear when he goes to hug her. I leave the two alone there and ascend back to the original floor in which I came from, thus ending it for that night. That was my adventure for last night, I plan on trying it again tonight and trying something else out, that I'm going to have Holly help me with; telepathy. It seems as if we already have a beginning of a connection for it, but we just need to work on it. Well I'm out for now, tired and getting a slight headache. Till tomorrow, Blessed Be. /// Monday /// Time 3:27 p.m. @ Date August 23, 2004 Listening: How Does It Feel- Marilyn Manson? Hey all, I've been updating different parts of this new site of mine, for the past few days, as well as trying to get that damn book read. Finally came down with some updates; About Me page almost done; just have to get 'Meet the Muses' page done and maybe a title and intro page Links sorted and updated Navigations settings done Idea's for the Humor Page on it's way; Kaz might be helping me with some things *grin* I do believe that is it for updates at the moment. You might be wondering what "Meet the Muses" will be about, well...I have all these little voices in my head, or what I like to call my split personalities or muses; so on there, you'll get to meet all of them and their own form of wit and banter. Just for reference; a couple of them will be in charge of the Humor page *smirk*. So now that, that's all finished and taken care of...the dream of last night: My family was coming down for a celebration of some sort; with them are my aunt and uncle (Judy and Denny), cousins (Katie, Melissa, and Jessica) and my other aunt and uncle (Julie and John), as well as my uncles John's parents (not a clue). My friend Jounuchi, who lived next door to me and the kids he babysits lived across the street. My cousin, Jessica starts to crush on Jounuchi and starts flirting with them. My family soon have to leave to go back home; but Jessica stays with us and spends time with Jounuchi, setting up a garage sale of some sort. One of the kids get upset across the street and gets hurt, Jounuchi goes to help and I go with him. He flirts with me a bit and Jessica leaves to go home...then next thing I remember is Jounuchi and I in a car, at night driving to Omaha and getting into town...we spend time up there and I want to just leave because I'm fed up with it all...so I leave and i can see everyone wanting to search for me, but yet making no moves to do so. That's all I really remember from last nights. The night before...there are bits a pieces that I do remember... All I know, is that my brother and I were taking a trip up to Omaha (been there recently) and we had just finished up a trip of geneology research (dull times, dull times). Apparently, in my dream I have strong powers because I remember searching online on a meteor shower that was to happen (that night) for a class that I was to take when I got home and wanted to bring one in to show the class. Well one of my uncles, I think it was Sunny (not too sure), looked over my shoulder and told me that I didn't have to worry about it, that he had a few of them just "laying around". I was quite surprised (I mean who wouldn't? Who just has meteors laying around??), so I asked him if he really did; and he answered with a "Of course, who doesn't? I'll have to bring them in though...no one else can touch them. Not safe" Or some shit like that. So I was thinking; Why don't I just use some of my powers to catch on and bring it down to earth, shouldn't be too hard (but then again, I am too stubborn to admit needing help). That's all I remember of that dream; last night...there were a couple from last night that I remember bits and pieces of yet again... This one that I remember the most was that; me and a couple of friends were sitting around a big hole that was dug in the middle of no where and was supposed be under construction of some sort. Leya and I were on a couple of ledges and it was night time so you couldn't see too far down the hole (which was really deep apparently). I had that feeling of anxiety come over me; afraid that if I were to fall that I would drop into the hole and well, die. A couple of my other friends come along with their schedules of classes and turn on a light so that you could see, there was a covering over the hole so if you did drop you wouldn't drop very far, just fall on the covering (some tough wire covering). I breathed in a sigh of relief and no one else noticed, they kept talking about Captain Jack (A singer for DDR Songs, I believe). I climb out of the hole and ledge and walk off to get my schedule as I hadn't yet. Then I woke up because of the damn phone. So that was the end of that one. The next one I know bits and pieces of... What I remember is I wanted to get a better score on my ACT to get into a better college (KU/Nebraska U- in Lincoln/FSU) and so I signed up for the test, and go to the local college to take it, while other students are there for their first day of classes (which was sort of like Highschool), I saw people I knew from my school that had graduated, and don't believe any of them saw me actually. The next thing I know, I'm getting ready to take the test outside of a large, old house (one of those from the horror, black and white films; really was in black and white in my mind) and I remember thinking "haha, can't wait to tell soandso, that I didn't even open up a book to study more for this test and probably could get a good score." Next thing I know, I'm done and the person in charged of the tests, asks me to pick up everything and put it away. So most of the sheets were ruined from the dirt around the house (as we were outside) and people were stepping on them, clearly not caring what their scores were. That's all I remember; before once again waking up to the phone in which no one was on there. *grumbles* Damn, advertisments. So those were my dreams of the past few days...quite a few. Is that normal? Hm, *shrug* guess never said I was normal *grin*. Anyway, I'm off for now, update this site more and create the archives, probably sign up for a comments system and add that here soon. I'll talk to you all soon, wish me luck tomorrow, first day of classes. *pout* No more sleeping in for me, or staying up til 5 in the morning...or even 3 until I have assignments for AP, Precalc/trig or any one of those other classes. I'll try to update tomorrow though, when I get home (half days this week, yay.) Muah, later. /// Saturday /// time 5:01 p.m. @ date August 21, 2004 Listening: Could Fall In Love- Selena For the record, I have tried 4 different times, count 'em 4 *holds four fingers up* different times, to make a funny and interesting, About Me, page instead of the usual blah blah blah, my name is blah...blah blah blah I love my parents...blah blah blah I hate Xanga...(*smirks* got to love Cruel Intentions; brownie points to those who got it). And all of those times, it has screwed up on me, so I might decide to try again, and I might not...*growls softly* So until further notice, the About Me page is non existant at the moment. As for my dream last night (since this is mostly what I hope to keep it about) was about my friend (who will be named Jordan here) moving away, our junior year of highschool and me feeling something bad was going to happen. She moves away to Florida with her little brother and family and soon I hear about her death. I later on have a dream about what exactly happened, someone (or something) demonic, came and wanted her "powers"...as we were supposedly both powerful witches. She dies trying to protect her little brother and her little brother lives. As far as I know, that's the end of it, kind of creeped me out a bit...though that wasn't the only dream of the night. The only one is kind of rusty though, since I don't quite remember all of it, but here it goes... I remember driving down a long and windy road with my mum, some clouds on the horizon but over all sunny and cold; a winters day, if you will. We're on a peninsula of some sort or island and you can see the ocean from where we were, we finally reach our destination which happens to be a large, castle type place. I get my belongings out of the car and my mum takes me up and checks me in, I'm thinking it's supposed to be some sort of girls camp or choir camp, as the directer is my old choir teacher, Mr. Hay...I get settled in, notice alot of old people (and if you know me, old people kind of annoy me...ask my honorary little brother *smirk*) sleeping. I roll my eyes and continue to explore the place, not knowing what to expect, Mr. Hay walks in and starts lecturing me on some kind of shit, and falls asleep himself, as I keep exploring the dim lighted interior of the castle/house...then it skips into the other dream, in which I haven't a clue how this one ended. *sigh* But yea, that was interesting. /// Beginnings /// time 6:33 p.m./7:37 @ date August 20, 2004 Later- Hey, I think I've figured out what this blog will be of...my dreams, deja vu (when it decides to come back full force) and just all of my different, odd...psychic power things...believe it or not, i have little psychic abilities and I can see some ghosts...my house is haunted, as is my street...so fun all around. Well until tomorrow or later on, when I get time to write more, blessed be-Hoshiko Hello and welcome to my new blog...not much at the moment, but still working on it...hope to have it all up by at least tomorrow, if not sooner. I'm off for now...later.-Hoshiko Note: If you do not like anything on this site, take it up with my lawyer...it's my personal space to rant and rave and do whatever it is, I like...You have been warned.-H.A.B

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