I woke up this morning
everything was the same
it all was so normal
nothing had changed.
The telephone rang
and my world began to spin
an invisible stab to my heart
because I'm losing again.
She was nothing but beauty
filled so much with life
when my world started turning
I left her far behind.
My life has now moved on
but my memories they have not
and even though I left it there
some things I never forgot.
She took her life herself
because she was in pain
and I can understand this
because I have felt the same.
I don't think that it is right
and I don't think that its fair
I should have been there with her
to show how much I cared.
Her car sits where she parked it
all of her stuff still in her room
it blows my mind to think
of what our hearts can make us do.