Here I sit again
wide awake all night
inside I feel like I'm broken
but I'm too fucking empty to cry.
I wish I could get it away
this thing I don't know what it is
I want so much to be normal
it really sucks to feel like this.
Here I am in silence
my life I live alone
and even though I pushed so hard
I never really wanted them gone.
I refuse to let anyone in
I refuse to let them see
because even though they promise to try
no one can understand the madness in me.
I cannot be classified as crazy
they say I'm a little too sane for that
I push it all away from me
to try to find out what I am.
I know I'm alone and I'm lonely
I'm broken hurt and sad
the only person I believed in
didn't really want what I have.
So here I stand at the edge
and I raise my arms up to the sky
if I fall it will all be over
so can I learn to fly?