I've tried to do it alone already
and baby I don't know what to do
I'm trying to be strong through all of this
but I just don't wanna live this life without you.
Tell me what it is for
why do I live for nothing at all
why did you have to be so good to me
and then turn around and be gone.
I still love you more than I want to
I never ever want to let you go
I am so fucking empty here without you
but I have to do it I know.
Everything is different
the whole world seems to have changed
reality is so ugly to me
since you went away.
I can't beg you anymore
I pretend to be strong and have pride
but part of you never leaves me
you're always in the tears that I cry.
My heart will always ache for you
and my mind will always wonder
but whatever it is I still feel for you
I have to push it under.