Its time to close it all away again
push them all away
you only want them to love you
but inside you know it can't be that way.
Let him go
let him be free
he doesn't really feel this way
he's only being nice to me.
Its all coming back
its making me lose my mind
everyone sees me smiling
but I'm dying here inside.
Its making me go crazy
I push and push and push
I am so sick of reality
I can't live anymore like this.
I'm so sick of everything
I can't live in a dream anymore
I don't know how to face it all
what am I still here for?
Push them all away
close your heart once again
you only want them to love you
but it hurts when you let them in.
Go away
Get away
Get out of my face!
You have broken my heart
you have broken my mind
my world here is so empty
I can't keep living a lie.
Why do they do this
why does it all have to be a lie
why can't I just be right
all I ask is just one time?
He wants you to go away
he's pushing but you refuse to see
I can't help but hold onto him
he's everything inside of me.
Let him go
push him if you have to
I can't do this anymore.