I lie awake at night
I cant help but have to smile
at the memories you have left me
but it only lasts a little while.
You were so much of everything
but now you're gone I know
I love you so much inside of me
and I cant let it show.
The laughing isn't real
and I hide the tears I cry
my love I cant forget you
and I just don't know why.
I hold every breath
praying that you'll come back for good
Ill hold on to you forever
because I promised you I would.