I pretend it doesn't matter
I pretend that I don't hurt
I hold my head up high
so it doesn't get any worse.
I pretend that I am over you
and I pretend that I cant see
I hide my heart away from the world
because you're still all that is me.
I pretend that I'm alive
and I pretend that I am strong
I hold back the tears when they come
because I know that its just wrong.
I pretend that I am happy
and I pretend that I can laugh
I push away the memories
because they are all that I have.
I pretend that I am something
I pretend that this is true
I lie to myself about what I feel
because I know I'm nothing without you.