Excuse me if I sit here
by myself here all alone
this emptiness that I'm standing in
is a better feeling than none.
Without you in me I'm miserable
my heart just wants to burst
I guess its better to be alone though
than to let myself feel the hurt.
When I look at them I see you
the man I want them to be
in my heart it doesn't feel right
when I see you and he is touching me.
I need to learn to live again
to get myself past what you made me feel
I'm losing my mind sitting here thinking
and none of it was even real.
I'm crazy..
I've lost my fucking mind.