I can light the fire here
I can feel it burn my skin
I can tell you what its like inside
but I don't know how to let you in.
I can feel the metal on my body
I can feel it as it burns my flesh
I cry because the pain feels good to me
my life is such a mess.
There is relief as the blood runs down
the misery inside slowly comes out
in my head I think I am crazy
I don't understand what its about.
Maybe I need someone to help me
but who do I tell this to
I'm sick of trying to trust everyone
I cant take the hurt they put me through.
I will sit and let it eat at me
I don't know what to say
I need to find the strength in me
to make it go away.