If you will listen to me now
I will tell you what I think in my head
I have to let go of us now
because of this fear of you that I have.
You think that youre a man
and that you didnt do anything wrong
but if that is really true
why have I felt like shit all along?
You promised to give me heaven
but instead you gave me hell
and now I have these secrets inside of me
that I'll never be able to tell.
You have made me hate myself
and turned me into nothing
I gave you anything you wanted
and you just took everything.
You made me look like an ass
but even worse is the way I still feel
anytime anyone looks at me I hurt
because now I know no one is real.
You proved to me I'll never be nothing
to any man in the world except you
I trusted you inside with all of my heart
and look what you had to put me through.
You took everything inside of me
you crushed it and turned me to shit
now I know everything I thought was wrong
and this is the way my life really is.