I'm not sure if I can turn away from him now
we have been through a lot together
I don't know what it will be like
in a way I will be with him forever.
I know that times are bad right now
in a way they always have been
but physical doesn't really matter to me
its the place the heart is in.
I miss the life I had before
and I think that is the worst
I don't think anyone understands really
just how much this hurts.