I have to push them away
there is nothing else I can do
if I think it makes me weaker
so I push to pull me through.
They start to come to me
and there are so many different kinds
I don't know who to believe anymore
so I push them from my mind.
He is the one who broke me
but I was supposed to believe him though
when he told me that he loved me
so I push to let him go.
He is the one who showed me
the happiness I found deep inside
but one day I woke up and he was gone
so I push the questions from my mind.
He is the one who says he wants me
and had been there this whole time too
I don't know if I can lose another one
I push him because I don't know what to do.
Things that could bring happiness
and things that make me cry
I have to push these all from me
so I don't have to lose my mind.