Why am I holding on for
why do I face everyday
I am not happy anymore
what else is there to say?
I can't control the fear
my mind doesn't know what to think
I am sorry I always doubt them
but my heart only knows to break.
I wish that he would love me
but I don't think he will
I keep holding on
trying to find the right one still.
What do I do so wrong
that I am not good enough to have
I want to be right to someone
inside I'm not that bad.