You made me hold on
now you expect you to let you go
why did you have to do this to me
I think I deserve to know.
You made me so happy inside
why did you take that away
all I wanted was for you to love me
and to take me from this pain.
Was any of this even real to you
I thought you seemed to be too good
I wanted in my heart to believe it so much
even though my mind didn't think I should.
I don't know how you expect me to do this
you were the only strength I had
I am so alone and empty inside
there's no point in being mad.
I feel like I should cry
but I would only feel stupid again
there's nothing I wouldn't give right now
to be able to talk to you like we did then.
I don't understand why you don't want me
I would give you anything that I can
maybe it isn't you at all
this is just the misery that I am.