The days are so long
sitting here all by myself
the nights creep by slowly
like eternity in hell.
I feel like I am missing something
like there's a hole that cannot be filled
I try to surround myself in happiness
but the misery fills me still.
I try to make the right decisions
and I try to make it ok
but each night when I go to bed
I wish not to see another day.
I know that I need something
something has to make it right
I'm tired of following this old tunnel
I need to find the light.
I pray each night before bed
down on my knees and begging
I need to know what is right
Oh God please tell me something.