I don't know if he'll ever know how much he meant to me
don't even know if he ever really even cared
every word he said still goes on and my head
and I cant help it but my mind still lingers there.
I don't know if I am wrong to feel like this
I don't know if I should try for it anymore
I know I love him so much inside of me
and I don't know what I'm holding on for.
Everything with him just seems so right to me
it hurts to think that I ruined everything that we had
I cant believe that I scared him away like this
my heart wanted to have this man so bad.
I wish that he would just talk to me
just at least give me the chance to know what could be
I wish that I knew this hurt him just as much
and I wish I knew that he wanted to be in love with me.
If only I could change things just a little bit
just to make it so that it could really happen
I know I could spend the rest of my life with him
and I know that I could be happy then.