If I close my eyes for a while
I can see things only as I wish
I can hide myself away from here
I really don't have to feel like this.
Reality is a fear that I have
the life outside that I have never seen
everyday I hate to wake up
it hurts to leave my dreams.
I force myself not to feel anymore
I push away the memories that I have
I change the music when it takes me there
I don't even think of the things I want so bad.
I don't want to look at myself
if I don't see I don't have to know
I'm so afraid to get attached
I am tired of having to let it all go.