I am sitting here alone
a darkness inside of me
I need to know what is right
Oh I wish I could see.
I want to be open with you
I want you to know it all
every little part of me
I want to give you it all.
Look into my eyes
look in and you will see
all it takes is one look
to see the pain that has taken over me.
I used to be able to help it
I used to make it go away
but the hurt has turned to misery
and I cant bleed another day.
There are marks across my body
from each and every one
I never wanted to be ugly
that was the only way I could make it gone.
I need the rain to come and clean me
to feel the drops blend with tears on my face
get on my knees and pray for protection
and wish for a greater place.
He has given me a gift
with it I don't know what to do
I see and know what you don't
but I want to share it with you.