I try to push the thoughts away
but sometimes they come back to me
I don't know why things turned out how they are
I end up crying until I'm asleep.
My dreams are far from reality
I am afraid of how things might have been
it hurts to think of what I will never have
so I cry myself to sleep again.
I want to fall in love with you
but I don't want to hurt again
I want to put my trust in you
in a way more than only just friends.
If you can love me I will let you
If you can hold me I will believe
but if you think now that you might not
please don't keep holding on to me.