No matter what I do
no matter how hard I try
I can not be strong enough
all I do is cry.
Wish that he would love me
wish that he would just let go
wish he understood me
if only he could know.
I sit crying in the rain
tears fall as fast as the drops
when will I know what is right
how can I make the pain stop?
Why did I have to get into all this
why doesnt it all go away
Oh how I wish inside
that I can wake up happy one day.
When will I have someone to hold me
and love me the way I wish
when will I be able to say
real love feels just like this.