I hold you in my sleep
I kiss you in my dreams
I cry each time you leave me
its harder than it seems.
Your touch is just so much
though its not so true
I couldnt want anything more
than to live my dreams with you.
I loved you for a moment
and I think you did to me
I was always so confused
I guess I couldnt see.
I tried to make it real
to see you with my eyes
but I just couldnt get there
didnt matter how hard I tried.
I came back to this place loving you
wishing and dreaming the same
falling all over into
the middle of a game.
Sitting there and holding
never able to just let go
nothing ever changed
and I wanted you to know.
I pulled myself away
hard as it is to do
I need to just get past it
but still I dream of you.
Youre nowhere but youre here
in everything I see
in everything I do
youre here inside of me.
Im pushing to let you go
but I cant get it out
my heart just wont go on
with what it cant live without.
So, I give in and I come talk to you
I break and turn to mush
Im holding my head so high
but Im afraid it does no good.
I think you can see right through me
and somehow see what I still feel
even though you dont lead me on
I still cant decide whats real.
Im so tired of just going
I wanna fall back into sleep
as soon as I close my eyes
I'll see you in my dreams.