Everythings so ugly
and everythings a lie
I dont know how to fix it
but still I want to try.
It all could be so perfect
my world here in my eyes
but still theres something missing ~
dont think youll see me cry.
Your heart ~ it was so beautiful
but you took it all away
I sit here eyes wide open
and it all just seems to fade.
I wanna run but I cant move
I couldnt catch you if I tried
the Heavens, they have opened
and the stars begin to cry.
The angels tried so hard
they brought you here to me
but I was just so blind ~
I lost it all to greed.
I sacrificed my heart
and let it fly away
I sit here eyes wide open
seeing the mistakes Ive made.
I was never wrong to love you
youre just everything so right
but I didnt want to wait
and Im still alone tonight.
Perfectly ~ you were the truth
in everything I know
and I held on so tight
that you just had to go.
I thought if I could trap you
if I could hold you down
you would come and save me
and I wouldnt have to drown.
But I took away your breath
in ways that were so wrong
I watched you as you ran ~
I knew it all along.
And still you came right back
it seems you always do
I just cant help but wonder
is there me still left in you?
Do you ever want to hold me
and never know just why
I sit here eyes wide open
but I feel just like Im blind.