Is all I seem to do.
Every time I see her,
I suffer.
I smoke the whole thing to my head,
And feel it wash away
A piece of me
All day every day.
I dig myself a little hole
In my heart where
I bury broken pieces.
A hole where I alone
Suffer.
The silence there
Gets me no where
Way too fast.
Anger is pent up
When couples are in view.
I feel I'm breaking up.
My loves are far and few,
Where feelings and emotions
aren't to be shared again.
Void of all but
Hatred, bitterness, and anger
I wallow through yet
Another day.
Suffer
I do when I look in
My heart when I dare
To think I can be like you.
To be loved as I once loved.
Fuck that, and
Fuck them, and
Fuck you, and
Fuck me.
A slash, a trigger,
Anything to put me
Out of your misery
And mine alike.
Anything to stop this
Suffer.
