Every Other Girl~

Every other girl gets flowers and pearls, pretty bouquets to make'em smile, but me , i get nothing, no card, no love, nothing to let me know i'm meary thought of.

Every other girl gets kisses and hugs, the kind that makes you weak with love, but me, not i this time, a kiss is devind and a hug is a crime.

Every other girl gets to touch gets to feel, a persons body beside them a persons body thats real, but me , no way a body you say? too far away nope not me today.

Every other girl gets that security in his eyes that lets her know he tells no lies but  me, not me, how could that be? im blind behind a phone or a computer screen.

Every other girl gets to know that they are bing thought of gets to see it in his face that she is loved, but me, not me, i only wish, to see his face in real life would be a gift.

Every other girl will go on each day go on on their merry way, but me not me no merry way to my life, of which i wish at times i wouldnt survive.

Every other girl gets the key to his heart placed in her hand with that assurence of no end, but me not me, not my hand at this point in time im mearly like a grain of sand

Every other girls never fears for his life never sits at home and waits all night, but me , yes me, i sit and i wait i hope and i pray he wont be late.

Every other girl will read and thik feel sorry for yourself we dont give a wink but me not me im not that way just wishing and waiting for my day, that i can end all prays and i can be one of the every other girls that gets flowers and pearls.