home
I wait for you and wonder
why you aren't here
I wait for you and wonder
whyI still care.
You look at me and see
someone who is beautiful
I look at you and wonder
what I should see
We have been on this roller coaster
way to long
Down the winding path
way to long
All the ups and downs
yet still we are friends.
I guess i should then see
what lies within
Why do i care
so much for you?
Why do i hurt
when you don't show?
Shouldn't that tell me
something i should learn?
You tell me you will
but then you don't
You tell me i should
but then i wont
I wait for you
for they day i'll see you again.
Waiting and wondering
of what lies within
PARAHGRAPH: (the aftermass of the whole thing)
What is it about you that makes me stay? I am so tired of what we are going through. I'm tired of what I am going through. How much more pain and hurt can you put me through? You promise you are coming, but then you don't. You get so close to me but then you turn and run. Are you afraid of what you might have if you come? Are you afraid of me? I guess fate is telling us we shouldn't see each other again. At least not in person, that is. For three days i worried and wondered if you were on your way. I did it alone. ALONE! No friends to help me through the pain and torture you put the through. You promise you will but then you don't. How can you hurt me so but not feel the needles sticking into you too? I guess i should just leave this the way it is. But at least i know how i feel and what lies within. At least i know of what lies within.