| 9th December 2002 |
| Bangkok weather is very strange in the moment. I get a fever...stay in bed and not moving for 2 days. Tired...physically& mentally. Lucky that I still have friends around. There are things happened...good and bad. Seem so normal for human life. Things happen all the time. As long as this planet still moving in circle. |
| I don't know what's happen or what's wrong with my mind. There is somthing to think about all lthe time. Something...many things...and I start to get confuse. I'd like to get away from all the situation i'm facing here. Friends behave so strange. I don't know where to go...so confuse. Am I a bad person? Maybe... Is there no one loves me? Maybe not... There are friends mad at me with no reason this lately. I don't know what to do with them cuase I really don't know why they mad at me. If I've done anything wrong with no attention. I'm sorry...you don't know how much I care about you guys. Friends is family for me. Hmmm... Where is my boyfriend? I called him many times...he is not at home...neither at the office. Andrew...I really need you tonight. I need someone to talk to...even we are so far... only your voice will makes me feel better. I need someplace that I could hide...from reality. Away from life... Hmmmm.... |
| 13-14th December 2002 |
| 16th December 2002 |
| ....Time fly... I have been spend most of the time at home. Finish reading a big book name " White road" It's Sci-fi fantasy story. Unbelievable that the writer is 17 yrs old Thai boy. Cuase he played too much fantasy games on the computer then he began to plot the story since he was only 14. The main charactor is a boy named Paul. Who remind me something about Harry Potter. Both of them are quiet the same that they have problem for being in the real world with normal people cause they have something specail. Specail power/magic ...something like that. Escape from the real world to the fantasy school where never be exist in this planet. Harry Potter and Paul Milgan are both famous. Harry fame come from a very special unbeleivable situation that happened since he knows nothing about the magic world. Paul famous cause he looks good! Ha ha ha! My opinion ...Harry Potter is a spoild child...cause after since he come to school as a famous Harry Potter ...everybody is there to help and take a very good care of him ...teacher and friends. Even he has enemies...everything is too easy for him to be a Hero in the story line.He is not that good...just a very lucky boy! Paul of White Road get very difference life from the real world at his specail power school in the land of Arkazia too but not that spoild. He's got friends...but not teacher that consider him as a specail student. People treat him normal ...popular in girls and has his own fan club cause he looks good...and that's it. All specail things he could do cause he tried over and over. Paul also got may friends to help but they work as the teamwork. But in Harry Potter I can see only Hermione who smartest. Ron and Harry probably deas since the first series without her. Anyway...they are just the fantasy stories. Why it's become so famous in this time? Cause people all wanna get away from real life? Hmm.. Good point to think..! Ha ha ha! |