| 18th November 2002 |
| Finally I'm at my hometown! Just arrive this morning and feel so good to be here again. Even I could be here for a few days. ( Have to go back Bangkok Thursday night in order to work on Friday) Still, feel so good. My sister cooked for me today. For the first time of the month that I could eat this much. If only I could stay for a week or so...I'm sure I will gain some weight. Speak about home...it's always the best place for anyone to rest. My home today...changed a bit from before but still warm and I always feel safe to stay. Time change...everything change. But one thing rarely change is love of the family. I'm an orphane..but so lucky...grew up with love of the new family. 23 passes by...their love for me never change. Tomorrow...is another meaningfull day for me. What it is...I prefer to keep it privacy. One thing for sure. It will be another happy day for life. |
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| 20th November 2002 |
| Soon...less then 24hrs from now I have to go again. Go back to the city...back to work ...back to real life. Sound so boring..but it is a good thing tho. Back to magic of performing art again. Leave the peaceful town behind. I already got a lot of energy for soul from the family and from the big parade in Loi Kratong festival here. So many people on the street to see the parade yesterday. I went with my neice and observe that most of the people who come is the family or the parent that come to see their children join the parade, that's very warm to see. People in the community make something happen to be color of the town, I also saw few tourism walk around to take pics, people here always smile for them...I feel so good to see! At Bangkok...there is a gay festival called Bangkok pride. Even I'm not there but I think I could imagine how they will have fun! Another happy day pass by, so lucky it is the full moon on the sky I look and look ...and wish I could fly Reach the sky , take star and full moon for YOU |
| 27th November 2002 |
| Lazy week! After a performance in Saturday, there is not much for me to do, so ...all I have done is sleep and eat. Very...very...lazy tho. This weekend we will have the same performance re-stage again cause so many people call for another. It's our job to entertain people and do what they like us to do. I should begin on the script of my first solo performance right now. " Because she is" Because she is...and she will always be! What she is and what she will be is still in a question. The story will be about some part of my life. Some which I concern that it's excited and interesting. Some part of the story will be only imagination. The script will be in english cause if nothing wrong this play will perform at San Diego , California in March or April of 2003 Most important thing is I need to get a visa to USA. Dream! Dream! Dream! I don't wanna wake up...rather make my dream come true. GO! SINDERELLA! GO! |