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| 26th May 2003 |
| Getting stuck of writing ..Pity me! I wanna write badly but all I can do with the computer is just play game. I think this could happen with anyone tho. Even Shakespere...oh o...hmm maybe Shakespere never get lack of words. Last night... when I was sleeping... I didn't dream or anything but I can feel that my tear fall down with no reason. Maybe it's because I'm lazy to took off contact lenses. Maybe it's because of the weather. Maybe it's because comething that I can't figure out .. like..I don't know why my hands strings when I sleep. Someone told me about the lucid dream. The abilitiy to work when you sleeping... you think you dream but... you awake and work... then any minuite of your life won't waste with sleeping. Sound like a good idea ...but it is the idea that I don't really understand. To learn and to be able to practice to do that might take years. I feel upset as things weren't go by plan. Maybe I shouldn't have any plan. when the plan is concern with others people or others thing. When or how could I be totally free? Maybe I will have to kill everybody on this planet. Or kill myself, Scary me. Pity Sinderella! |
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