| 11th May 2003 |
| It start to rain a lot in Bangkok. The weather is getting cooler and cooler ...I feel cold. Sky scream like it mad of someone or something. I feel scare...try to hide in my blanket...hope someone could be with me here and keep telling...that's it nothing... it's ok. Maybe a little bit demanding ... but most women are that way. Don't you think so? A very independent one could be very weak like a baby when she was with the loved one. They are complicate...I told you so. Just right after the heavy rain ...the sun start setting... Sky become totally white...like this...so beautiful. I was in Josephine's room...music is on...we lit candles lying down dicussing about memories...about men. Time fly...men came to our life and gone. But friends...always there. One song comes up and I cried... " I'll give my all to have just one more night with you I'll risk my life to feel your body next to mine cause I can't go on...living in the memories of our song I'll give my all ...for your love ...tonight" [ My all by Mariah Carey] |
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