| 20th March 2003 |
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Finally I can sleep...yeah I have had sleeping problem for almost 2 weeks. Last night I slept at mid-night and wake up at 6am. Then I can have my day under the sunlight like others. Things in my head, Movies in my sub-concious is playing still tho. Andrew and me become just friend now. After I have been waiting for him to come back for half of a year. Somewhat I feel like I put myself in the cage call "love" So...now we agree to set each other free and fly. However, we still be friend. I never become friend with any ex-boyfriend before. Kinda weird that now I listen him talking about other girl. I will have to take this as another lesson of life. Oh...Sinderella...you will have to be strong... The war is begin now. Not good... really... not good. People kill each other... I think alein will have less work to take this planet. Maybe one day...human will become just slave on Mars cause they are stupid enough to kill each other. OH HUMAN! |
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