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| 15th March 2003 |
I can't sleep... drawn deep in the circle of my own thoughts. Life is funny...it moving in circle sometime. Get a headcahe and a little bit of fever. I didn't know that it because of I can't sleep or... I slept in the day time, Years in Bangkok ... friends is really affective for me. Cause I have no family... not even a relative here. Relationship with friends is give and take. But sometime I feel like I gave too much... till I have nothing left. And that make me angry with my personality that I have never say NO with my friends... especailly gay friends. And some of them ... they just stealing things from me. OH.. maybe this is very pessimist... Oh NO Women are complicate...I always say that. Like sometime I forgot that I'm one of them. I just feel happy to be in this city few days ago. Now I get bored with this city and wanna go out again. But maybe not heading back to my hometown tho. I wanna go to the difference place...to the place that I've never been. To the place that someone who loves me waiting.... Hmm.. Ocean never get enough of water Sinner never get enough of sin. |
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