| 5th October 2002 |
| Crying on the stage is not something that happen to me often. I asked myself " What happen...?" How I come up with the idea that I wanna quit... Is it really more that I can take? It's ok for me to be tired...but it's not ok for me to work with sour atmosphere. I did sacrified many things for the art work that I didn't even get paid from it sometime. I gave time of my life ...gave my heart and all of my spirit but...what do I get back? Reputation? NO Money? NO Theatre was make me happy before... today...this production make me cry The story of the play trying to say that people get each other in the wrong point cause they don't try to communicate. Somewhat it show the story of us. We are together ...we are friends...but each one of us feel more lonely everyday. At that moment...I really need someone to talk with. I look around...found my friends...but I can't say a word. Like they are so far away. I wanna fly........... |
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| 8th October 2002 |
| One weekend pass by...with so many satifaction from the audiences. What more could I expect? At the first time for my dramatist life that I see the audiences cry. For me that's mean we could touch their hearts. My sister and my neice will come to visit me in Bangkok next week. I don't know...this is good...and little bit strange for me. Cause after almost 7 years in Bangkok...they ever came to visit me maybe only twice. Once when I was in the hospital...another when I was in the hospital too. Now...I'm fine...this could be the only chance that I could show them around ...take them to see Bangkok in the way I know. One place I know very well..is gay bar at silom soi 2. Will I bring them there?....Definitely not! :-) My neice wanna see Lonlon circus...I still not sure when and where will they show...at the adversiting board...they didn't say anyting about where and when I could go for get the ticket. Finally...the poster for "When a man love a man " are release. Tomorrow night will be another tired but fun night for me. After 2am we will have to go arpund Bangkok to post it at every poster point. Why we have to do this on our own? 1. It's fun... 2. It's will be good way to get more audiences 3. We have no money to hire other people to do this for us hahaha! |