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| 20th January 2003 |
I began the day with walking around the house. Looking for something that can remind my childhood. ( sound like it's another process to get real of me back ) I found some of my writing... I wrote it when I was 14 ... well quite long time. What I wrote is about my dream to get in to the university and study theatre arts. Those dream came true ...7 years ago. I remember very well how hard it is to beat up with 300,000 people for the entrance exam... with maybe 20,000 for my faculty ... and finally I got the one that they accepted only 25 students in a generation. Once I was very proud of myself. I really wanna get that feeling back once again. The goal has set... I following... and my dream possibly come true once again. If I try much enough. Working on the book. I feel wonderful... so happy to do such a thing that I like. I want the reader to be happy... cause I'm happy writing it. Sensation is hard to explain. Many good remembrance of my childhood come up today. Many bad remembrance also come along. It's normal that way. Sorrow is another face of happiness...but sometime we just don't realise that. How good to be home! |
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