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| 4th January 2003 |
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Sometime you will see life has two side like a coin. And somewhat you will find there are two person inside you I met myself today in two person One is a beautiful Sinderella with the fairy tale and impossible splendid dreams Another is Sawitree ...a real person that must face the reality with all strength that she has Believe it or not...they are completly difference from each other! It's been a while that Sinderella take the control and I've spent life in the way she want... falling in dreams Now ...seem like it's time to turn over the role now. Otherwise both of them will not be able to survive in this complicated world However ...Sawitree herself is still not strong enough Then we come to the conclusion that...might be better if we get away from big city for a while Come back when we are ready ....when we are strong enough. There are many pleaces to go....where am I heading to...I'd like to keep it in secret for a while Somewhere that no one could find me Somewhere that I can live quietly and peace In order to be strong...I must not go back to my hometown Because everything is so easy there, too comfortable My sister always treat me better than she should. If everything go in the way it should be ...or if Sawitree isn't change her mind again tomorrow I will leave Bangkok on Wednesday night. Go to the new place...meet new people...living in differnce society Think in a good way...this will be fun Sinderella is so sentitive and I saw her cried a lot this lately I don't wanna see myself that way agian...at least...not for now I love you so much Sinderella I don't wanna see you cry again...if tears will fall down again I want it be that way because you are so much happy I will do my best! |